It's always really weird telling somebody that I have vaginismus. Thankfully, it doesn't really happen much. I decided to tell my roommate. She was confused, like anyone would be. I think she thought I was lying at first. I told her I was a virgin. That my vagina muscles were too tight to let anything in. I was very calm and nonchalant about it. I got the usual 'helpful suggestions' response. I deflected it pretty well. I think that I have made a great deal of progress in the way I have framed my own sexuality. I feel that as time passes, I only become a stronger and more well articulated person. It makes me happy and excited for the future. I might order a set of dilators if I'm feeling bold.
Although I want this blog to remain relatively low key and anonymous, I do hope that someone else like me finds this blog. I want someone else to realize they are not alone. You are not alone.
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