What do I want in a relationship

I feel it necessary to somehow record how I feel about relationships:

-I want someone to listen to, and someone to listen to me
-I want honesty and openness
-I want to be able to have fun - dance with, drink casually with, eat with, spend time not doing anything with
-I want someone to hold hands with
-I want someone to nap with when we are tired
-Sexy time in which communication and openness, mutual enjoyment is emphasized, and PIV sex is not being actively presented as the only option
-Someone who can appreciate that I'm in a little bit of a complicated situation right now, but understands that I am a loyal and faithful person

No excessive PDA, sexual coercion, possessiveness, excess jealousy etc.

A sad post.

I'm sorry for everything that I am and everything that I'm not.

I have so much love to give and no one to give it to.