It's just really really early pms, yeah definitely that. Not the fact that I have no close friends anymore, work a menial job, am stuck in a stupid love triangle of exes who have utterly failed me, ignored everybody's texts, can't drive anywhere on my day off cause I don't have a car, have to face a holiday with about half as many family members as before...
The world is gross sometimes. Just gross. But whatever, it goes on anyways. In the scope of things, this post will be the least defining moment in my life in the end. Whatever my life turns out to be, and whoever I'm with and whatever I do. And that's that.
You always have such good perspective in the face of shitty situations. I really admire that.
ReplyDeleteI just wanted to let you know tht this live kitten cam exists! And I hope it makes you feel better for a tiny second, even if all your problems are big ones.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NiXjU20qpyc
Awwww so sweet!!! I I love this! Reminds me of this baby bald eagle cam I used to watch a lot! So cute!! (as an aside, Perspective is something I work hard for. It's like you allow yourself an appropriate amount of self-loathing and then you counter with "but how bad is this really?" After a couple tries it really brings you back down to surface level. And if that doesn't work, write it down it a pros/cons chart or something equally infallible.)
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