Something that really bothers me

I really don't like it when guys make jokes about not pulling out during sex. It makes me feel immediately uncomfortable, and it happens a lot more than you might think. As a woman that is like the scariest, rapiest remark you could make about something that started off as consensual. I never would consent to sex with a person that I thought would impregnate me, willingly or otherwise.

I don't ever want to be pregnant. Ever. I never want to formulate another human being and push it out into the world. In fact, I've come to the depressing conclusion that if the world ever found itself in some abortion lockdown and I would be forced to deliver a baby, that I would actually off myself first. I don't ever want to be responsible for bringing another human into the world, even if it meant taking myself out.

I know this sounds really extreme, and of course I might not feel the same way if I was in that situation, but currently, that is how I feel. No babies. So obviously, pull out jokes scare the shit out of me. And guys, you never have to deal with a pregnancy scare. But oh! Child support! crazy lady hormones! Crying Babies! Yep...not the same. 

My body is mine and mine only. And I hate having to feel like a killjoy for being offended by what was supposed to be a lighthearted remark. But it's not for me, that is a loaded gun right there.