I had a strange reaction today during my self therapy. I was putting in a finger and I hit the usual burning spot, so I pressed a little harder. And it burned like fuck. Enough so that I actually exclaimed some swear words. But I kept my finger there, waited for my body to accustom, and it did. It was utterly unremarkable to me after that. Except maybe like thirty seconds later I suddenly felt like I was gonna throw up. Like a very urgent need. I actually had to get up and lean over the toilet for a minute before the feeling subsided. My vagina however, was unscathed seconds later. Its funny how that disconnect between mind and body is. Its like I actually offended my body somehow, while my mind for once was actually fine.
I have much to learn.
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