I've been involved in this bizarre feud with my ex since last night and it was awful. This is the ex I just wrote about being concerned for his life. Well he contacts me out of the blue and I think we're having a nice reconciliation but really he wants all his stuff back. So I get mad and then he gets mad and its a bunch of dumb bs and I'm getting really tired of this.
I'd really like us to have a friendly relationship. Not Friends, but friendly. But sometimes its hard not to get irrationally mad. I really want to just be left alone. I feel like I've been married and divorced and I hate feeling obligated to somebody when really I'm not. And it makes me want to climb in a whole and never come out because I'm really ready to just let go but It's just SO FUCKING HARD. I want to move on. I want to move on. Let it go. It's dead. You will love again. Let it the fuck go.
I really like my new boyfriend and I don't want to mess this up. So let it all go. Stop hoarding all the old crap you guys have. Give it up.
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