HMMMMMM

I encountered the same older guy from the previous post Hmm last night. It was warm out yesterday so my roommate and I (Both of us had been feeling low) decided to put on some short clothing and head out to local bar. I happened to run into that guy again while wearing my slutty clothing and I was feeling damn good. He seemed very impressed. When he had to go I walked him outside and we stopped in a hallway for a silly drunken makeout session.

This is the kind of stuff people in college do, and what I should have been doing a few years ago. It's extremely uncharacteristic of me. I feel as though I should I be embarrassed or ashamed but really I'm not. I really just don't give a fuck. I'm a bit of a late bloomer in the sexuality realization game, but I think in some ways it gives me an advantage because I have had a little more time to realize my desires and become more secure in the person that I am.

There is plenty of things about this situation that give me pause, but I guess there's only way to find out. Take risks. Close your eyes and jump in.