Sunday, May 27, 2012

I want to be a strong person. But it feels like life is just one blow after another. Sometimes it feels as though I constantly straddle the border of sanity and insanity at all times.

I just want my life back. I want to be creative, a good listener, a good speaker, sociable, a good reader and writer. I want to stop crying, to stop yelling, to stop feeling unclean. I want to be insightful.

But how? And when?

I have had so many experiences in my life, and I want to be able to turn them into something positive. To be able to make something beautiful and creative and insightful out of them. To be able to inspire others and set an example.

But instead I feel stuck in the same tape loop. And I don't want to be in that tape loop. I want to be myself. I want to be my adult self.

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